Yeah, this really would be the perfect time to die. Then, I would not have to deal with the 7-page English paper and 10-page research paper that I have due at the end of this week. Not to mention that I could skip out on finals, and I am pretty sure that is an awesome idea. I feel like something that Mitya and Josephine dragged in, and I think that by the time I am done with all of it I will feel significantly worse. Right now I should be trying to work on either of aforementioned essays, but I am too busy feeling overwhelmed and annoyed with the pile of work that is my life. This inundation of work also sucks because it means that I have not talked to basically anyone in a long time. I can't remember when I last AIMed any of my friends, and I only recently remembered to call my mom. On a better--and less school-related--note, I had a dream (I think it was the night before last) in which I was in the shower with Joshua from The Horrors. This sounds way more awkward than it really was. I was simply standing with him and aware of it, and, as far as I could tell, we were both fully clothed...and the shower curtain was open. I have no idea what we were doing other than making a spectacular mess. It was weird because I was watching the water soak his hair and face when I noticed that the parts of his hair that should have been bleached were red, and I briefly wondered whether we were bathing in blood or something. Then I realized that the water was clear, so I was just being crazy. I have no idea why I dream about The Horrors so much. It is sort of embarrassing. I haven't even been overdosing on their music lately, so I don't know why I dreamed about Joshie. Anyway, also related to this in a very convoluted way is the fact that I might spend next year abroad in England. Yeah...I really should get on those essays...Guh.