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8th-Dec-2009 11:43 pm
Yeah, this really would be the perfect time to die. Then, I would not have to deal with the 7-page English paper and 10-page research paper that I have due at the end of this week. Not to mention that I could skip out on finals, and I am pretty sure that is an awesome idea. I feel like something that Mitya and Josephine dragged in, and I think that by the time I am done with all of it I will feel significantly worse. Right now I should be trying to work on either of aforementioned essays, but I am too busy feeling overwhelmed and annoyed with the pile of work that is my life. This inundation of work also sucks because it means that I have not talked to basically anyone in a long time. I can't remember when I last AIMed any of my friends, and I only recently remembered to call my mom. On a better--and less school-related--note, I had a dream (I think it was the night before last) in which I was in the shower with Joshua from The Horrors. This sounds way more awkward than it really was. I was simply standing with him and aware of it, and, as far as I could tell, we were both fully clothed...and the shower curtain was open. I have no idea what we were doing other than making a spectacular mess. It was weird because I was watching the water soak his hair and face when I noticed that the parts of his hair that should have been bleached were red, and I briefly wondered whether we were bathing in blood or something. Then I realized that the water was clear, so I was just being crazy. I have no idea why I dream about The Horrors so much. It is sort of embarrassing. I haven't even been overdosing on their music lately, so I don't know why I dreamed about Joshie. Anyway, also related to this in a very convoluted way is the fact that I might spend next year abroad in England. Yeah...I really should get on those essays...Guh.
10th-Dec-2009 12:48 am (UTC)
You make me so happy with your awesome dreams. <3 I love how you invert the awkwardness of things. XD
10th-Dec-2009 01:02 am (UTC)
Ahaha, I think that it is still rather awkward, just not in a sexual way. I am really confused as to why I dreamed about it...When I woke up, the image of Joshua's soaked and puzzlingly blood red hair was still vivid in my mind. I feel like there might have been another one or two people standing in the shower with us too...^^;;;; I am insane. Or at least my subconscious is.
10th-Dec-2009 05:35 am (UTC)
ROFL I like that you can't decide if there were more people in the shower with you. Oh dream logic. It's like the antithesis of true logic. And true, that it would still be awkward... But I still stand by my statement, 'cos I think it's rather fitting. XD;;
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